BitterSweet

As I walk into a new stage of my life, I have a mix of feelings towards advancing to University and leaving High School for good. As I'm heading for IT at Ryerson, I have no idea whether its the right or wrong choice, however there isn't much of a choice for me as I did not get the good news from University of Toronto at Scarborough and ST. George for Computer Science.

I just feel kinda regretful for opting out and not being able to perform like I could have or should have, I really don't like what I have to do at the revo, although its good for experience I really get tired specially this few weeks.

Whether I am ready to leave high school or not, its my 5th year already and I can't afford to stay another year and eventhough I have no really idea nor much interest, I will be attenting Ryerson.

The exams were horrible done, all my exams were bad if not worst, which totally killed my mark and average. I really hate Physics, first supply and then this. Maybe I should write a year in review fot school in another post.

I'm so Happy!!!!

Yay, Wendy said Yes, well not what some people will think, but she said yes she is coming to Central Island, woot

Summer 2011

Stefanny and I are making a plan, which is to go back to Peru in the summer of 2011. It's been 5 almost 6 since I left Peru. I am very eager and exited on going back and trying some of the foods that i really like and the beautiful scenery in Peru and the rich history as well as the warm people. Stefanny says she has a house in Macchu Picchu which is awesome, its a place I want to go. The wild estimate cost is about 5k USD, which is about 15k soles, i figured that is a huge amount of money so it will be enough, Stef can cut down some of the cost of the trip cos she can provide shelter, beside i have my uncle in there.

Very Happy

My parents and I bought some stock in the HK market, and it's been doing ridiculously well and we are earning more than 100K, although we feel that we bought very little and should have bought some more, but oh well we just started on this. Now we are trying to buy some American or Canadian stocks, hopefully it goes well too.

Her

Oh man I really like this girl, although I haven't seen her for several weeks, I really think of her greatly everyday and every night. I really want YOU.

Hurt

What is worst then getting bash again and again despite the fact that you have done so much and they don't notice it, yet such burden has to be carried and blamed for it....

Dream

I have been really thinking of this particular person so much after CaiYan Zhang's Belated party on Saturday 12,2009 at her house. Even before the party I had feelings for her, but they are much much more stronger now!.

Before the party I would not sleep because of her.
I have had many dreams about her and I've had the same one over several days...
On the day of the party, I was working on my basement and later went out to do some shopping with siblings and mom and went to the bank as well. I was suppose to get some stuff done at the bank and come back and do work on the basement, but I had the party and so i Had to do it on Sunday and Monday(Eastern).

So I called her to ask her to come out to get something for CaiYan at GS, she sounded like she just woke up and she did she told me that she wasn't feeling well, her whole family wasn't feeling well, because the mother prepared some food the night before and that made them feel ill and stomach flu i guess, but she came out still. and we walked in GS for a while we went to most stores and she bough some baskets for her cds and later caller hew n blah. and then we went to Food Basic and later brother called her and told me that they were almost done at the bank so we headed to the bank.

And then the four of use,me , her and siblings went to get a hair cut but didn't really know where , anyways we went to the one i usually went to and she stayed there to wait for me instead of going home, I thought that was really nice of her and its a sign of hope that she might have some feelings for me as XF told me before and adding to that she previously asked me if i still had feelings for her and went I confess to her, she wasn't clear on what she was saying but that was way before XF told me. I don't think she was taking it really seriously and she did say unclear things anyways i always say stupid things to her... like i wouldn't mind if u get someone...

Although i think there is a huge gap between us, she is way more smarter her English is way better, she is more knowledge, her style, she is just way way better than me in any way, but she still talks to me and i guess treads me as a friend only. even if she did have feels for me i guess there were just like the crush-likes, not like me i actually think i love her cos I'm always thinking of her and ya.

anyways at the