Dream

I have been really thinking of this particular person so much after CaiYan Zhang's Belated party on Saturday 12,2009 at her house. Even before the party I had feelings for her, but they are much much more stronger now!.

Before the party I would not sleep because of her.
I have had many dreams about her and I've had the same one over several days...
On the day of the party, I was working on my basement and later went out to do some shopping with siblings and mom and went to the bank as well. I was suppose to get some stuff done at the bank and come back and do work on the basement, but I had the party and so i Had to do it on Sunday and Monday(Eastern).

So I called her to ask her to come out to get something for CaiYan at GS, she sounded like she just woke up and she did she told me that she wasn't feeling well, her whole family wasn't feeling well, because the mother prepared some food the night before and that made them feel ill and stomach flu i guess, but she came out still. and we walked in GS for a while we went to most stores and she bough some baskets for her cds and later caller hew n blah. and then we went to Food Basic and later brother called her and told me that they were almost done at the bank so we headed to the bank.

And then the four of use,me , her and siblings went to get a hair cut but didn't really know where , anyways we went to the one i usually went to and she stayed there to wait for me instead of going home, I thought that was really nice of her and its a sign of hope that she might have some feelings for me as XF told me before and adding to that she previously asked me if i still had feelings for her and went I confess to her, she wasn't clear on what she was saying but that was way before XF told me. I don't think she was taking it really seriously and she did say unclear things anyways i always say stupid things to her... like i wouldn't mind if u get someone...

Although i think there is a huge gap between us, she is way more smarter her English is way better, she is more knowledge, her style, she is just way way better than me in any way, but she still talks to me and i guess treads me as a friend only. even if she did have feels for me i guess there were just like the crush-likes, not like me i actually think i love her cos I'm always thinking of her and ya.

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